i'm gettin my faintin spells again?.. rather i'm feelin giddy e whole of todae. i ate my breakfast, lunch.. cept dinner. but it's aft lunch that i'm feelin this wae! gawdd.
borin day la.. printin n printin. slacked a lil. boss looked so serious todae. but i was upstairs doin work. most sickenin of all was... e 2 stupid ah neh women were printin their stuff.. e mirco-printer just hate em that it jams up like more than 10 times!!! hahas. then wht?! they started singin ah neh song?!?! dancin... *helps* it made my headache even worse.. so i went to have a walk downstairs to e ma-ma store also ah nehs. =x got some sweets.
then wan msged me askin me bout dinner this thurs. with na!! hahas. hmm she's back in sg agains?! anw hoorays. last yr she came back we dint manage to meet up cos of e whole event of sn n hols.. everyone's goin for hols. yea.. so it's seoul this thurss!! hoorayss.. hahas.. n we're gonna get discount too! cos wan's workin there. whee! how cool. yeaaas
kens bdae todae.. cousin went back to KL aft lunch. means dinner's on for his bdae. but i cant make it. tuition for e kids. kinda sick to go then.. i had my 40 mins walk all e wae there.. draggin my feet..n eatin at e same time. reached there early so jus went in. quite crossed with aeldrea.. hw not done. do a few ques this start dream n drag. patience (: gave stern face thru out.. so she's a lil good todae. bryson kinda made me luff?.. hahas. confiscated his archie's. b4 goin off he made this chicken mouth with e paper n drew a chicken head..: "hey whtta u lookin' at?!" hahas. n i'd sae he's someone that i see that can draw very well.. e trees branches. cos i cant!!! yea i cant. tsk.
great. 2 fuckin piece of shits spoilt my whole entire dae. god dam it. hate it......arghhs.
now i dont see anything to look forward to. i sae hey! whtever....
Monday, January 26, 2004
well wht i'm doin online again is uploadin pics. files are just so huge!! damm. takin sucha long time. managed to catch dan online... he went missin to jakarta. biz stuff. n of cos darlin su.
erhhs. todae's takings are only like $12.. ok la. went to makan.. vegetarian. yucks!! just dont like wht they cook. other restuarants are better. aunt said i've slimmed down. hello~~ how much can i slim down?! well for e last week skipped a number of lunches cos i have my lunch in my dreams!! heehees. so yepps. i'd eat lots durin dinner time. mostly abalone, chicken, fishballs!! some small tiny eggs. tsk tsk.
tmr's like work again!! i've got tuition aft that. pray hard that e kids finished e homework!! given like 2 weeks.
that boy's like 8!! still rmbr he was this fat chubby baby in my arms then. at e age of like 9 i'm an aunt. hahas. n i love him soooo much. so cuteee!! mom loves to pinch him n bite him. hahas. he's my dearest nephew of all. but gettin naughtier yr by yr!! silly goon goon...
dread e daes that's ahead. it means e closer to get my results. how suckie it is. studyin so hard for my prelims n yet i get this real HIGH pts. same goes for my o's. how if e outcome turns out e same.. i'd end up in no where. n mayb gy wont even want me. wth. goner...
erhhs. todae's takings are only like $12.. ok la. went to makan.. vegetarian. yucks!! just dont like wht they cook. other restuarants are better. aunt said i've slimmed down. hello~~ how much can i slim down?! well for e last week skipped a number of lunches cos i have my lunch in my dreams!! heehees. so yepps. i'd eat lots durin dinner time. mostly abalone, chicken, fishballs!! some small tiny eggs. tsk tsk.
tmr's like work again!! i've got tuition aft that. pray hard that e kids finished e homework!! given like 2 weeks.
that boy's like 8!! still rmbr he was this fat chubby baby in my arms then. at e age of like 9 i'm an aunt. hahas. n i love him soooo much. so cuteee!! mom loves to pinch him n bite him. hahas. he's my dearest nephew of all. but gettin naughtier yr by yr!! silly goon goon...
dread e daes that's ahead. it means e closer to get my results. how suckie it is. studyin so hard for my prelims n yet i get this real HIGH pts. same goes for my o's. how if e outcome turns out e same.. i'd end up in no where. n mayb gy wont even want me. wth. goner...
Saturday, January 24, 2004
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Low |
| Schizoid: | Low |
| Schizotypal: | Low |
| Antisocial: | Moderate |
| Borderline: | Low |
| Histrionic: | Moderate |
| Narcissistic: | Moderate |
| Avoidant: | Low |
| Dependent: | Low |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Low |
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- | |
seems i'm quite normal.. *winks* hahahs. cOol...
uploadin pics into outside.. which has su's bdae pics in em. n outside are those taken durin cny.
wht a borin dae it is. woke up late.. n it was like rainin out there?! had to take bus to cousin's place. damms. kinda lost in that bloody bus. cos i dont exactly noe e bus route to her place. yea got there. pple arnd with her e other side relatives. which are like smokers.. gambling. hey heys.. there's some guys there?.. grandma asked one.. n he's like 20. clubber type cos i overhrd wht he was sayin to his sis. tsk. yepps. bro enjoyed cos he awaits for that gambling n stuff. as for me.. went to cousin's room n watched e chi version of anna n e king. i still prefer e eng one. just wont get tired watchin movies over agn n agn!! wOots.
tmr's visitin to mr teh is off for me. it's like all e other girlfrens aint goin. of cos i wont wanna go there like alone yay. all e way to paya lebar!? at 9am!! which means i gotta like wake up at 7+ am. no wae for me.
visitin was so borin.. all thanx to dad. went to aunt's place n aft dinner dad was like alright we gotta go!? we've just reached there. he's tired n all crapz. arghhs. damn it. tmr wud b taggin with grandma visitin some aunts n elderly that i dont noe.. well seen em b4.. but jus like hi ah Q.. that's uncle in hakka. n stuff.. wht i do there?! collect red packs. seems that bro has plan followin my cousins tmr?.. gamblin n all. Oo yea.. gonna learn mahjong one dae. lols. kinda make ya think.. tai-tais play that man!! one dae i become one.. i'd go to frens place n play. wahhas. *dreamin!!*
arghhs i'm so friggin sian diao of cny!! am plannin to getaway nxt yr.. whees.
pics are uploadin damn slow!!! aft like 1/2hr. 3 pics!! shits
wht a borin dae it is. woke up late.. n it was like rainin out there?! had to take bus to cousin's place. damms. kinda lost in that bloody bus. cos i dont exactly noe e bus route to her place. yea got there. pple arnd with her e other side relatives. which are like smokers.. gambling. hey heys.. there's some guys there?.. grandma asked one.. n he's like 20. clubber type cos i overhrd wht he was sayin to his sis. tsk. yepps. bro enjoyed cos he awaits for that gambling n stuff. as for me.. went to cousin's room n watched e chi version of anna n e king. i still prefer e eng one. just wont get tired watchin movies over agn n agn!! wOots.
tmr's visitin to mr teh is off for me. it's like all e other girlfrens aint goin. of cos i wont wanna go there like alone yay. all e way to paya lebar!? at 9am!! which means i gotta like wake up at 7+ am. no wae for me.
visitin was so borin.. all thanx to dad. went to aunt's place n aft dinner dad was like alright we gotta go!? we've just reached there. he's tired n all crapz. arghhs. damn it. tmr wud b taggin with grandma visitin some aunts n elderly that i dont noe.. well seen em b4.. but jus like hi ah Q.. that's uncle in hakka. n stuff.. wht i do there?! collect red packs. seems that bro has plan followin my cousins tmr?.. gamblin n all. Oo yea.. gonna learn mahjong one dae. lols. kinda make ya think.. tai-tais play that man!! one dae i become one.. i'd go to frens place n play. wahhas. *dreamin!!*
arghhs i'm so friggin sian diao of cny!! am plannin to getaway nxt yr.. whees.
pics are uploadin damn slow!!! aft like 1/2hr. 3 pics!! shits
Friday, January 23, 2004
fell aslp at arnd 11+pm. su called askin my yixian's num at 11.30pm. damms. then played with hp dl some tones. n cousin-in-law called askin me bout sth. n i cant slp!!! parents n bro r like already aslp but 12++am. so unusual of bro. i wanna slppp!!!! *panda eyes*
hmms well took lotsa pics but i've not uploaded em into imagestation. hehs. yepps.
alright this yr new yr for me is damn slack. woke up at 1+ goin to 2.. got outta home only at like 4++ to go to second uncle's place. some peeps come n go. atmosphere was so much diff from sae like 5 yrs ago or wht?.. yea. mahjongs session were short. even blackjack. mostly relatives gathered around e table n have steamboat. chattin sessions were there 2. there's when i had my second round talkin to cousin's girlfren n talkin bout topics like marriage age. mom's like e one gotta marry early.. she planned for me to get marry at 19!!? pls.. look at me no boyfren aights. =( hmphfs. it's okaee!
then some of us objected.. said she's old-fashion hahas. she is k! yea.. n talkin bout cousins n all. then this cousin asked me so got boyfren?! no no no!! boos. my cousin.. her hair highlight's like damn nice can. hmmx. prolly b like how ex. =x tsk. gawdd n her boyfren who was like wearin RED!! got big size much bigger size than her. cousin is like petite. sweet. yea.. gawdd. well count her lucky to get tat guy man!! came back from NY like last yr.. n stuff. u noe that sorta look. *envious*
and everyone in e family is like "wow vivian ure wearin skirt" so surprised hurrs?! dam dam dam. alright this goes to show how friggin boyish i was then huhs. like jeans jeans jeans all e time. time change alright.. chou nu bian shu nu. erhh but i'm not like pretty so not much of a shu nu thou. hehs. but yea.. no more than tom-boyish jeans nor look of me la! hahas. i'm girl~ ;] still wanna get marry one dae. wahhas. laughters i enjoyed with cousins. =] thou it's like lesser peeps every year.. pple arnd build up e fun n spirit.
tmr wud b goin to cousin's place which i dont wanna stay long cos of cousin-in-law's frens. whom are like drinkers.. tiger . abc.. smokers. imagine small 5 room flat filled with smoke. gawdd. i cant tahan. then to grandma's place(mom) visitin other relatives at tat side.. mayb to cp's place or wht? cos it's like so many peeps cant make it =[ hais.. shall see how. awkward if i go alone..
hmms well took lotsa pics but i've not uploaded em into imagestation. hehs. yepps.
alright this yr new yr for me is damn slack. woke up at 1+ goin to 2.. got outta home only at like 4++ to go to second uncle's place. some peeps come n go. atmosphere was so much diff from sae like 5 yrs ago or wht?.. yea. mahjongs session were short. even blackjack. mostly relatives gathered around e table n have steamboat. chattin sessions were there 2. there's when i had my second round talkin to cousin's girlfren n talkin bout topics like marriage age. mom's like e one gotta marry early.. she planned for me to get marry at 19!!? pls.. look at me no boyfren aights. =( hmphfs. it's okaee!
then some of us objected.. said she's old-fashion hahas. she is k! yea.. n talkin bout cousins n all. then this cousin asked me so got boyfren?! no no no!! boos. my cousin.. her hair highlight's like damn nice can. hmmx. prolly b like how ex. =x tsk. gawdd n her boyfren who was like wearin RED!! got big size much bigger size than her. cousin is like petite. sweet. yea.. gawdd. well count her lucky to get tat guy man!! came back from NY like last yr.. n stuff. u noe that sorta look. *envious*
and everyone in e family is like "wow vivian ure wearin skirt" so surprised hurrs?! dam dam dam. alright this goes to show how friggin boyish i was then huhs. like jeans jeans jeans all e time. time change alright.. chou nu bian shu nu. erhh but i'm not like pretty so not much of a shu nu thou. hehs. but yea.. no more than tom-boyish jeans nor look of me la! hahas. i'm girl~ ;] still wanna get marry one dae. wahhas. laughters i enjoyed with cousins. =] thou it's like lesser peeps every year.. pple arnd build up e fun n spirit.
tmr wud b goin to cousin's place which i dont wanna stay long cos of cousin-in-law's frens. whom are like drinkers.. tiger . abc.. smokers. imagine small 5 room flat filled with smoke. gawdd. i cant tahan. then to grandma's place(mom) visitin other relatives at tat side.. mayb to cp's place or wht? cos it's like so many peeps cant make it =[ hais.. shall see how. awkward if i go alone..
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
*cheers*
gurl stop all ur sighins' n fuckin life here n there. another yr has past. prob it may seem. yea so wht? wht's e big deal.
it means that uve act' gone thru n xperience lots of stuff; learnt. life's wonderful. see it e other wae yay. if u think ure life's suck. it's gonna really suck for e whole yr babeh! u want that? no rts?! so yea... get tat stupid thingy off ya mind!!
yumm yumm dinner at fish n co!! wahhas. kinda ex for everything.. that include su's bdae. but am glad that she likes em. she said it's like cute of us to buy tat addidas voucher?! lols.. go get wht u want la gurl. ohh yea with dat, chris, rica, ching. million yrs since i seen chris rica n ching!! gawdd. chris became an owl sort of?.. crazy.. every fri sparks.. so his time's tuned to slpin in e mornin n nite's.. e night is still young that sort. ching.. hmmx only nw tat i got closer to her at least. in skl.. wud jus xchange smiles or look. like her dress!! she bought it online.. hmphfs.
jus alone fish n co dinner was damn friggin' full. *sinfull* cud really puke. n wht?! there was still su's cake. wah.. those peeps were sabo-in.. me e most angelic dint!! but kena from tat stupid cp can.. takin pic for rica n su. n cream on my face. dams. lols.. when e gurls were cleanin up in toilet i was finishin up e ice cream part... hehehehs. =p~ *puke* walked to somerset then.. u noe aft eatin like soooo much we jus have to do some xercise unlike dat. aft eatin.. cab.. tat xplains his size i guess =x opps! uh-o.
tOok lots of dam stupid pics at bishan mrt?!?! hahas. was kinda crazy then.. playin with su's crown. =\ tat's e wae i am.. whaahs. love it.. tmr's reunion back to gy tmr.. visitin t-chers.. ;] n wht goin grandma's place to help her?! it's only like my family n 4th uncle.. no one else. wtf. arghss. i gotta wash e dishes?! hello... dont they have hands too?! arghss.
saw my cousin. she looked so dam pale =| scaryyy..anyhows... so so tireddd!! wahhahs. slpin soon i guess. yepps
Sunday, January 18, 2004
aight aights. i'm seriously gettin bored online. arghhhs. is there somebody out there?!?! yes yes.. act' there is. hahas. dan n ansel<--*roll eyes* crazy BOY.. said i was doin nth much online. so he asked if he can call. gawdd. another marcus wu. dams. how some younger kids b like childish. but they claim they arent. arghhs. whteva..
hmm i'm like gonna work for 7 daes in like one week. 6 daes of work. n sun of tuition. nephew kenner called me usin his godma's hp. hahas. askin me if i wanna go over to his godma's place cos he's goin over there. e place where i give tuition to her kids. yepps. he kinda woke me up then.. 2.30pm 12 hrs of slp!! *jump jump* hahs. jus wanted like full dae of rest. dint even step outta my hse. great huhs. hrd sth from his godma. unpleasant to my cousin-in-law. hope he'd b fine n able to find somewhere to "go off" too yay.
(uncle)jack!! best place gentin?! take care yea.. anything jus msg me. i'm at all ears *winks*
now now. i get it that why my parents are so tired when they're home. dont want to go anywhere. =x
so prac my piano n some scales. n wht else?.. stoned in front of my tvee!! wahahs. switchin channels here n there. hbo..star movies rox!! well they're jus entertainin me. on hbo jus now.. watchin first knight! that's like superb nice. this princess ruled this small town.. n she's marryin off to some other town's king. on e wae there sth happened n this guy saved her. they fell in love!!.. so sweettt. pouts. aight aight. so sick.. i'm all ALONE. *grouchy face*
called up chiu piano to get my piano tuned. on e 29. in e evening. that time i'm home!! hehs. nxt week's cny.. tmr's work n tuition. brought it fwd. sth on on tues. yepps. hehs. frens shud noe. =]
bro went shoppin for his cny stuff. new addidas shoe!! cos some idiot kinda splashed paint on his present addidas shoe. hahs. yepp a new silver one!! nice nice. n some shirts he's got. quite farnie wordins.. crap!! sth that i wudnt wear thou. a pink! a baby blue n a white shirt. but they're quite nice thou.
am so missing my friends.. thou i jus meet mel n glo like 2 daes ago. n everyone in skl 'cept marcus! esp e teachers. even e stall uncles n aunties. so cuteeee. i want my leave!!! jus to go back to skl. *sobs*
if one have no fear, one has no love.
hmm i'm like gonna work for 7 daes in like one week. 6 daes of work. n sun of tuition. nephew kenner called me usin his godma's hp. hahas. askin me if i wanna go over to his godma's place cos he's goin over there. e place where i give tuition to her kids. yepps. he kinda woke me up then.. 2.30pm 12 hrs of slp!! *jump jump* hahs. jus wanted like full dae of rest. dint even step outta my hse. great huhs. hrd sth from his godma. unpleasant to my cousin-in-law. hope he'd b fine n able to find somewhere to "go off" too yay.
(uncle)jack!! best place gentin?! take care yea.. anything jus msg me. i'm at all ears *winks*
now now. i get it that why my parents are so tired when they're home. dont want to go anywhere. =x
so prac my piano n some scales. n wht else?.. stoned in front of my tvee!! wahahs. switchin channels here n there. hbo..star movies rox!! well they're jus entertainin me. on hbo jus now.. watchin first knight! that's like superb nice. this princess ruled this small town.. n she's marryin off to some other town's king. on e wae there sth happened n this guy saved her. they fell in love!!.. so sweettt. pouts. aight aight. so sick.. i'm all ALONE. *grouchy face*
called up chiu piano to get my piano tuned. on e 29. in e evening. that time i'm home!! hehs. nxt week's cny.. tmr's work n tuition. brought it fwd. sth on on tues. yepps. hehs. frens shud noe. =]
bro went shoppin for his cny stuff. new addidas shoe!! cos some idiot kinda splashed paint on his present addidas shoe. hahs. yepp a new silver one!! nice nice. n some shirts he's got. quite farnie wordins.. crap!! sth that i wudnt wear thou. a pink! a baby blue n a white shirt. but they're quite nice thou.
am so missing my friends.. thou i jus meet mel n glo like 2 daes ago. n everyone in skl 'cept marcus! esp e teachers. even e stall uncles n aunties. so cuteeee. i want my leave!!! jus to go back to skl. *sobs*
if one have no fear, one has no love.
why isit when i'm online it seems like no one's online?!?! everyone's like gone
when i'm not online it seems everyone's on. wht da hell. pouts. hais shall go watch tv.. even better.
stayin online cud build up tat sianess in me. n someone said brb n he went off. he's nv back! stoopid fatttie! =x
bro's like walkin home from central?! hahas serve him right. bwahhas. like a fool man.
anws, ciaos.. shall b a couch potato!! xp
when i'm not online it seems everyone's on. wht da hell. pouts. hais shall go watch tv.. even better.
stayin online cud build up tat sianess in me. n someone said brb n he went off. he's nv back! stoopid fatttie! =x
bro's like walkin home from central?! hahas serve him right. bwahhas. like a fool man.
anws, ciaos.. shall b a couch potato!! xp
Saturday, January 17, 2004
workin alone cud b bored =x but managed to get some stuff done. n stef managed to go back to gy for orientation!!! she sent me wht she recorded e choir sang. how sweet!! they're so so so great. am proud of em. thinkin of goin back on one of their prac dae? tat's only if i dont work tat dae. am plannin to take leave n cny eve. go back to my sec sch. wHee miss gyss! hehs.
yea n su's bdae's like comin... so fast it's 21st!! tat gurl's gonna be like 17. wahhas. she's 16 goin on 17... lols.. sound of music. quite excited bout her bdae at fish n co. nth fanciful thou'. still hope she'd enjoy e fOod. hahas. am excited bout pple
s bdae but not my own?.. hahas. wells i've got no one to b out with on v dae. =(( how sadsss.. nvms! hmphfs. no one wants it's alright... shall b a bachalorette... cOols. hehs. prolly b out with glo n su? tsk tsk. candle lite dinner. hmmm.. whahahs.
well was townin todae. ;) guess wht!! this korean cosmetics shop opp EYESITE has like BAE YONG JUN's huge poster... n this postcard from winter sonata. gonna hunt for his poster very very soon!!! know glo's gonna roll her eyes.. n go wa lao... blah blah. =PpPpP n guess wht! i found autumn in my heart ( chiu tian de tong hua) vcd!!!! but it's like 32.90? erhhs. put that aside first. but i want HIM!!! aights.. i'm jus far so crazey bout him yay. =x
peeps out there... know any places that sells posters? call me crazy n i wont care mannn
yea n su's bdae's like comin... so fast it's 21st!! tat gurl's gonna be like 17. wahhas. she's 16 goin on 17... lols.. sound of music. quite excited bout her bdae at fish n co. nth fanciful thou'. still hope she'd enjoy e fOod. hahas. am excited bout pple
s bdae but not my own?.. hahas. wells i've got no one to b out with on v dae. =(( how sadsss.. nvms! hmphfs. no one wants it's alright... shall b a bachalorette... cOols. hehs. prolly b out with glo n su? tsk tsk. candle lite dinner. hmmm.. whahahs.
well was townin todae. ;) guess wht!! this korean cosmetics shop opp EYESITE has like BAE YONG JUN's huge poster... n this postcard from winter sonata. gonna hunt for his poster very very soon!!! know glo's gonna roll her eyes.. n go wa lao... blah blah. =PpPpP n guess wht! i found autumn in my heart ( chiu tian de tong hua) vcd!!!! but it's like 32.90? erhhs. put that aside first. but i want HIM!!! aights.. i'm jus far so crazey bout him yay. =x
peeps out there... know any places that sells posters? call me crazy n i wont care mannn
Thursday, January 15, 2004
thanx cp. job's quite gd. meet new pple? hahas. not really. cos they noe stef better? so they're like more able to communicate. rather for me.. i jus do my work la. hahs. noe this gurl thou.. malay. e level that i'm workin with my work is like mostly filled with malay. but our desk is at 26 level. mixture yea. e 22 is like superb posh. those big shot pple works at that level. went there. tat adrian look n sounded so scary. waited like an hr there for him can?! got my card to scan for all doors that sort. 1st time i used was alright. then aft that it cant work!! bloody thingy. stef was like luffin at my stupidity. dams. was too bzy to look for adrian so... tmr.. he asked me to see him tmr too. hope he wont ask me to pay $40 for that stupid card which i dint even lose.. but it jus aint workin la huhs. *fingers crosses*
wht we do there is to print some docs. isnt from computer.. but it's called micro-printin. quite tirin for ur eyes. cos u gotta see the nums.. then u print e pages one by one.. adjustin it str8. lots n lots n lots. prac, e whole we do that. nt really ADmin.. but some reg stuff. adrian asked me to sign no secretsive thingy.. tellin me: ure not to tell anyone bout e details.. blah blah.. all i gotta sae is.. i've seen a WILL!!! wahhahas *crazy*
aft workin u'd feel hands tired.. then blur. serious blurness. stef n i was talkin.. n she forgot wht she was sayin.. then i answered her?! wht da.. aft like goin to work with her mom... workin in same office/company. think she's actually very friendly?... jus that everytime she walks pass my unit or even when i meet her mom.. she nv smiles. she's corny.
well first thing in e morning... i'm superbly blur. almost feel from e bus stairs. gettin down. wht's with it?! e same friggin heels. 4 times i wore it.. 3 times i fell!.. 1st time most chia lat. but cool... i got e grip n maintained my balance. kinda shouted.. arhhs. so everyone was like lookin.. me? quickly walk... whahas. *blehs* gawdd!!!
nt suppose to wear slippers.. pouts. no ladies sandals. wAh. it's alright sat i cud wear wahhas.
wont b able to go for gy's cca orientation. due to work. hais. nvmssss..
gonna slp early todae!!! take care dudeys n babes.. lurvvve ya!!!
wht we do there is to print some docs. isnt from computer.. but it's called micro-printin. quite tirin for ur eyes. cos u gotta see the nums.. then u print e pages one by one.. adjustin it str8. lots n lots n lots. prac, e whole we do that. nt really ADmin.. but some reg stuff. adrian asked me to sign no secretsive thingy.. tellin me: ure not to tell anyone bout e details.. blah blah.. all i gotta sae is.. i've seen a WILL!!! wahhahas *crazy*
aft workin u'd feel hands tired.. then blur. serious blurness. stef n i was talkin.. n she forgot wht she was sayin.. then i answered her?! wht da.. aft like goin to work with her mom... workin in same office/company. think she's actually very friendly?... jus that everytime she walks pass my unit or even when i meet her mom.. she nv smiles. she's corny.
well first thing in e morning... i'm superbly blur. almost feel from e bus stairs. gettin down. wht's with it?! e same friggin heels. 4 times i wore it.. 3 times i fell!.. 1st time most chia lat. but cool... i got e grip n maintained my balance. kinda shouted.. arhhs. so everyone was like lookin.. me? quickly walk... whahas. *blehs* gawdd!!!
nt suppose to wear slippers.. pouts. no ladies sandals. wAh. it's alright sat i cud wear wahhas.
wont b able to go for gy's cca orientation. due to work. hais. nvmssss..
gonna slp early todae!!! take care dudeys n babes.. lurvvve ya!!!
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
kkae gotta do this entry. chop chop (fast).
startin work tmr?! stef msged me.. kinda hp spoilt.. so she called up my place. so went to check. meetin her mom n her at e lift near my unit. at 7.20am.. gawdd. wakin up at 6.30am?! ages since i woke up arnd that time. perhaps only durin camp. yepps. so it's e first dae tmr.. i've gotta wear my heels?! cos it's like i dont have those sorta ladies sandals or wht. oh no... yeaa.
service hp.. memory's all gone! stupid me.. saved all my nums in e hp. n now gotta resave it in sim card!! arghs. gettin hp tmr.. damms. how dumb i was.
at grandma's place was crazy. my dear cousin. arghss dont wanna talk. why is my family members so loud?! this is my reason from stayin awae from them. i've sorta distant myself from em.. yea.. *shakes head*
startin work tmr?! stef msged me.. kinda hp spoilt.. so she called up my place. so went to check. meetin her mom n her at e lift near my unit. at 7.20am.. gawdd. wakin up at 6.30am?! ages since i woke up arnd that time. perhaps only durin camp. yepps. so it's e first dae tmr.. i've gotta wear my heels?! cos it's like i dont have those sorta ladies sandals or wht. oh no... yeaa.
service hp.. memory's all gone! stupid me.. saved all my nums in e hp. n now gotta resave it in sim card!! arghs. gettin hp tmr.. damms. how dumb i was.
at grandma's place was crazy. my dear cousin. arghss dont wanna talk. why is my family members so loud?! this is my reason from stayin awae from them. i've sorta distant myself from em.. yea.. *shakes head*
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
seems cartel job's really like tough n tiring. e gurls first dae at work ytsd. workin in e nite somemore! where all e crowds starts comin in. that's wht i see when i'm outside workin. jus hope their job wud b a lil easier like aud. aft a while they get chill.. workin like aftnoon or morning.. lesser crowd hurrs =X shheshhh.
went for this kinda interview thingy?! but e HEAd wasnt there.. so shud b goin down on wed morning!! n prolly i'd b startin workin then? yeahh. also gotta wait for stef's call. skipped my job ytsd. very irresponsible i know. but c'mon la tat job sucks to e bloody core!! arghs. dreadin to go there everydae. isnt like nice to do either. arghs. kkaee tahan a few more daess!! goin for tuition soon.. then it'd b work =s
jus wanna slp thru every single dae.. wahahahs. n i'd grow FAttER!! (0(00)0)
went for this kinda interview thingy?! but e HEAd wasnt there.. so shud b goin down on wed morning!! n prolly i'd b startin workin then? yeahh. also gotta wait for stef's call. skipped my job ytsd. very irresponsible i know. but c'mon la tat job sucks to e bloody core!! arghs. dreadin to go there everydae. isnt like nice to do either. arghs. kkaee tahan a few more daess!! goin for tuition soon.. then it'd b work =s
jus wanna slp thru every single dae.. wahahahs. n i'd grow FAttER!! (0(00)0)
Monday, January 12, 2004
hahas. in my old blog listenin to endlessly. so many songs that i love!! hahas. music.. *wink* so bored online!! everyone's like aslp n all?! pple online are either bzy or awae... piggss!! all da piggs!! gotta wake up early like at 8am?! interview tmr.. n mayb a small lil shoppin spree with mom. $40 taka voucher!! wahahs. wonder wht can we buy manss. food?! bahhs. crappin' tatas
Sunday, January 11, 2004
kkae new blog song. feel kinda soothin with this. tsk tsk. alrighty. am quite tired.. stef got this job lobang.. tmr interview. gotta bring report bk?! wa laos.. how bad is my results. sure wont get it. congrats to cp n su!!! they got e job at cartel! they're hired.. wooohoos. so my gurlfren is no longer a poor tai-tai!
went to chinatown todae. cos edmund chan's parents have a noodle shop there? it's yummie!! =p~ his mom treat us. lols. for who i'm goin... i'd only tell my gurlfrens.. tsk.. well guess they'd prolly freak out n like omg or whts. but well. it's jus purely frenship. for me n him. tat's sth that i stand firm. i wont go for lil boys. hahas. ayes sorrie arh shortie!! told u str in e face n stuff. but ya.. i'd go for older.. TALLER guys! alright?! wahhahs.
chinatown's like so dam happenin can? crowded noisy. gawdd. yepps. wHeeee prolly i'm able to meet cp n su tmr. wahhahs!! cny's comin... wOwssss.. so fast. goin back to cca orientation this sat. hrd from edmund that it's like very successful.. wahh great great.. back in skl n i can see mr..ahems! *blehs* kaee whteva. to see lots lots pple. but ms tan wont b there?! =( hmmmx it's alright. ohh ya gyss is holdin a carnival agn this yr. so ex-gysians.. go back n support aights?! take care peeps.. toodles xP
went to chinatown todae. cos edmund chan's parents have a noodle shop there? it's yummie!! =p~ his mom treat us. lols. for who i'm goin... i'd only tell my gurlfrens.. tsk.. well guess they'd prolly freak out n like omg or whts. but well. it's jus purely frenship. for me n him. tat's sth that i stand firm. i wont go for lil boys. hahas. ayes sorrie arh shortie!! told u str in e face n stuff. but ya.. i'd go for older.. TALLER guys! alright?! wahhahs.
chinatown's like so dam happenin can? crowded noisy. gawdd. yepps. wHeeee prolly i'm able to meet cp n su tmr. wahhahs!! cny's comin... wOwssss.. so fast. goin back to cca orientation this sat. hrd from edmund that it's like very successful.. wahh great great.. back in skl n i can see mr..ahems! *blehs* kaee whteva. to see lots lots pple. but ms tan wont b there?! =( hmmmx it's alright. ohh ya gyss is holdin a carnival agn this yr. so ex-gysians.. go back n support aights?! take care peeps.. toodles xP
so nt in e mood to blog. thanx to my mom! arghs. totally spoil my dae.
entire dae to prac piano tmr...
my current playin song in blog
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ure my honey bun sugar purp
pumpie yumpie yum yum
ure my sweetie pie
ure my cuppy cake
cum purp scrumber scumber straw
me ya po of my yife.
n i want love u so
n i want u know
that i'll alwaes b right here
n i love to sing e song to u
b'cos ure all so dear
entire dae to prac piano tmr...
my current playin song in blog
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ure my honey bun sugar purp
pumpie yumpie yum yum
ure my sweetie pie
ure my cuppy cake
cum purp scrumber scumber straw
me ya po of my yife.
n i want love u so
n i want u know
that i'll alwaes b right here
n i love to sing e song to u
b'cos ure all so dear
Friday, January 09, 2004
aights. nt aslp yet =x hehs. chattin with kenny n mike. mike's like warnin me.. or rather lotsa peeps are warnin me bout cj. very strict!! =s gawdd. arghhs. n believe it not. kenny's in nj!! hell smart. endin their orientation todae. thinkin of crashin nj. bud bud bud! they're goin ova to sentosa?! i miss tat place.. smartie ass he is. n yet so humble sayin neh he isnt. hahas. alwaes rmbr him. ;] changed song again. hellata cutie song. love it. hahas. this one's another version?! but e lyrics are like chao sweetttttttt
kinda up readin blogs n stuff. it's been DAESS that blogspot's down?! fish thingy. well. was it e dae b4 or wht. was msgin mel.. she told me that debby's teachin in gyss?! omg omg omg. how cool. she's now in NUS can. well she hell smart!! arghhs. relievin mrs lee.. for geog n some cme thingy of another t-cher. gawdd. meet her when i was workin. hahas.
i wanna go back to gy!! love it love it.. bwahhhs. miss gy ='[
kinda excited crashin jc tmr? prays tat cj wont kick us out. hehs. everyone's aslp can?.. damms. slpin soon... mayb like 1.45am? or 2? hehs. =p
i wanna go back to gy!! love it love it.. bwahhhs. miss gy ='[
kinda excited crashin jc tmr? prays tat cj wont kick us out. hehs. everyone's aslp can?.. damms. slpin soon... mayb like 1.45am? or 2? hehs. =p
Thursday, January 08, 2004
whee whee whee!!.. jus done with cleanin up e house. laundries. vacummin n moppin. whew. xP hse so so clean! but but.. my room's still a lil messed up. so many books.. papers. notes stacked up. =x nt throwin them awae yet. i might still need em?! who noes right!!!? pouts. yeah. n that table of mine is like how tiney n small can. it's totally vandalised by my dear bro! tat was supposedly his room then. we swopped.. cos i need a quiet place to study for O's. yepps. i want a new study table.. cardboard..!! hais. dunno if ikea has e type i want.. n able to fit in that stupid hole to put e cardboard.
new year's comin!! wOw.. it's like so fast. su's bdae is like less than 3 weeks awae. wahhas. noe wht.. got e urge to go back to skl n study. walkin to e kids hse for tuition ytsd.. long road. was thinkin.. when then when i was in sn. why isit that i dint treasure e studyin life i was havin there. n study hard.. then in gy. 4yrs passed. n now only when i left n all i regreted not studyin smart enuff. sometimes i wonder why isit that i regret aft doin sth. isnt it far too late?.. right now gotta appreciate wht pple are doin for me. n b happy with things, friends arnd me. do things seriously. so that.. hopefully i'll have no regrets.. ;]
wud b gatecrashin some jc tmr?! yepps. prolly ny or cj i guess. but jol said cj's gettin very strict. damms. haha try out luck hurrs! it's e fun n thrill of it?... goin to some skl which u act' don belong there. bwahahas. love it! *insane*
new year's comin!! wOw.. it's like so fast. su's bdae is like less than 3 weeks awae. wahhas. noe wht.. got e urge to go back to skl n study. walkin to e kids hse for tuition ytsd.. long road. was thinkin.. when then when i was in sn. why isit that i dint treasure e studyin life i was havin there. n study hard.. then in gy. 4yrs passed. n now only when i left n all i regreted not studyin smart enuff. sometimes i wonder why isit that i regret aft doin sth. isnt it far too late?.. right now gotta appreciate wht pple are doin for me. n b happy with things, friends arnd me. do things seriously. so that.. hopefully i'll have no regrets.. ;]
wud b gatecrashin some jc tmr?! yepps. prolly ny or cj i guess. but jol said cj's gettin very strict. damms. haha try out luck hurrs! it's e fun n thrill of it?... goin to some skl which u act' don belong there. bwahahas. love it! *insane*
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
Saturday, January 03, 2004
pouts.. i need more tee shirts!! open cardboard n sees.. some shirts. i'm alwaes wearin e same old one. hahas.. sux!!.. so so anyone?! =x kkaee nvms.. shall see if there are any nice one arnd. went flash n splash.. n roxy shirts are so cheapo na na material now?! n it's like woH superb ex..? don see nice designs either. n it's gettin so much worser!.. my gawdd. saw this slipper from gravis.. sho nice..!! love it..
well todae was like kinda funny n cornie dae out with e gurls. glo's jus a damn FREAKIN biggest FOOl.. made a fool of herself in e train can?! everyone was starin at her.. laughed dam loud. almost fall. gawdd. i some more said damn loudly that i dont know her.. whahas. n ya.. i'm like eatin n eatin thru out.. nt really.. chicken rice.. then hershey sundae pie only.. =p~ i'm lovin it man! bwahhas. *looks at tummie* =(
was standin at bishan mrt control station waitin for su gurlfren.
looking at people goin in n out or e station.
seeing lots of gyss students..
be it sec one or above
there we were laughin at e sec ones.. new shirts.. long skirts.
thinking 4 yrs back.
i was like them too.
time flies.
i miss that bloody suckie skl!
why?..
i miss studyin there in a lousy skl
which provided me with shelter where i spent my 4 yrs there.
with e teachers love n their knowledge passed to us.
gawdd..
am wishin that i was back in gyss ytsd. first dae of skl for 2004.
seeing my sklmates;classmates.
wonderin who's my sub t-cher n form t.
sobbss.
still am glad after leavin the skl,
am with clinques n all ;)
it's e best thing that i "found" in gy.
lucky me i dint transfer outta gy then.
went for 2 job interview.. n we reached there they told us. oo we've got no more vacancies!! imagine. it's like pple are like so much hopin for it. n they said they dont want. gawdd. i've gt this flyers job at PS. pay's quite low.. but nvm.. urghs. somehow it was su that found this thingy.. n she dint get it. damms. will find more jobs.. hahas.. hopefully cafes..? cos that's wht she wants.. will accompany her to interviews wit her.. yapps then to my evenin job at PS.. imagine e crowd?! then i'm like a fool there. wahhas.. so pple out there if u see me.. dont sae HI! okaee.. lols x)
TO gurlfren su: hey gurl cartel's a better place.. try coffee bean.. starbucks on mon okaee?.. i'll go wit ya xP.
ohh yeaa n cgvs is gonna head down to gyss on cny!!! miss e teachers.. esp ms tan bee tin.. so tiny yet so smart! *opps* she's jus damn cute la can.. esp when she's angry!! *ms tan: now i tell u guys! ure far too much..blahh~* wahhas.. she place her hand on her hips.. iyohs! so cute..
not forgettin mr teo.. blehs. yes yes..mr goh.. list goes on la kae!!
at town todae.. wanted to catch sound of colours but it's like no longer in any cinema!!?!! wht da.. so kae decided to watch skl or rocks.. tix sellin fast la.. front rows n all.. went to all e cinemas in town. none was like relaly gd sits!.. so gave up.. walk arnd town *pout* guess wht?! on our wae from lido to cine.. walkin thru taka.. n i saw HUANG SHIYU!!!!! omg omg omg.. it's like i jus saw him e dae b4 on tv.. n e nxt dae i saw him in town. he's like quite tall?! blehhs. compared to e shortie guys i noe =x hehs. seriously! suais.. wearin yellowish sunglasses, maroon tee.. blahs. gorgeous dude! *faints* alrights.. at cine.. there's scattered places of skl or rock so dint wnana watch. =\
so went to heeren to walk?! at movenrick tat ice cream thingy.. there's this girl in front of us like.. turnin back givin tat *omg look* so i'm like who is she lookin la.. glo tot she's like lookin at me n screamed n smiled at me?! plsss.. then.. down e escalator was this grp of nanyang girls.. n some ij girls screamin.. jumpin?!.. kaee then i bent down.. saw this guy's backview.. who is he?!!! *drum rolls* UTT!!! UTT!! haha so now we're e craze girls gettin so gaga bout him. =p hehs.. went back to level one.. haha u-turn.. he was with this fat girl n another girl whom su sae is e gurlfren cos both are like sharin ice cream.. he licked once n then e girl.. hmphfs! wanted to get my organiser.. pen.. he walked awae so fast!.. we were slow..=( his stupid frens la.. goin up to annex.. n u can hear everyone talkin bout it. omg!! he dont look tat hunkie as u see on tv.. giodarno ads.. but he still is to me!!! my my.. wahhas.. wht's wrong with me.. blah. anws, it's okae right? for girls to look at hunks *winks* =p~ these 2 guys nuff to make my dae..
meetin mizael n yixian earlier b4 work tmr.. gotta discuss e tee shirt biz thingy.. so called biz. hahas. yapps. promote to gyss. whee!!.. alrights.. it's blogreadin time.. hahas. managed to msg davina jie n like get her new blog.. at last! ;]
was standin at bishan mrt control station waitin for su gurlfren.
looking at people goin in n out or e station.
seeing lots of gyss students..
be it sec one or above
there we were laughin at e sec ones.. new shirts.. long skirts.
thinking 4 yrs back.
i was like them too.
time flies.
i miss that bloody suckie skl!
why?..
i miss studyin there in a lousy skl
which provided me with shelter where i spent my 4 yrs there.
with e teachers love n their knowledge passed to us.
gawdd..
am wishin that i was back in gyss ytsd. first dae of skl for 2004.
seeing my sklmates;classmates.
wonderin who's my sub t-cher n form t.
sobbss.
still am glad after leavin the skl,
am with clinques n all ;)
it's e best thing that i "found" in gy.
lucky me i dint transfer outta gy then.
went for 2 job interview.. n we reached there they told us. oo we've got no more vacancies!! imagine. it's like pple are like so much hopin for it. n they said they dont want. gawdd. i've gt this flyers job at PS. pay's quite low.. but nvm.. urghs. somehow it was su that found this thingy.. n she dint get it. damms. will find more jobs.. hahas.. hopefully cafes..? cos that's wht she wants.. will accompany her to interviews wit her.. yapps then to my evenin job at PS.. imagine e crowd?! then i'm like a fool there. wahhas.. so pple out there if u see me.. dont sae HI! okaee.. lols x)
TO gurlfren su: hey gurl cartel's a better place.. try coffee bean.. starbucks on mon okaee?.. i'll go wit ya xP.
ohh yeaa n cgvs is gonna head down to gyss on cny!!! miss e teachers.. esp ms tan bee tin.. so tiny yet so smart! *opps* she's jus damn cute la can.. esp when she's angry!! *ms tan: now i tell u guys! ure far too much..blahh~* wahhas.. she place her hand on her hips.. iyohs! so cute..
not forgettin mr teo.. blehs. yes yes..mr goh.. list goes on la kae!!
at town todae.. wanted to catch sound of colours but it's like no longer in any cinema!!?!! wht da.. so kae decided to watch skl or rocks.. tix sellin fast la.. front rows n all.. went to all e cinemas in town. none was like relaly gd sits!.. so gave up.. walk arnd town *pout* guess wht?! on our wae from lido to cine.. walkin thru taka.. n i saw HUANG SHIYU!!!!! omg omg omg.. it's like i jus saw him e dae b4 on tv.. n e nxt dae i saw him in town. he's like quite tall?! blehhs. compared to e shortie guys i noe =x hehs. seriously! suais.. wearin yellowish sunglasses, maroon tee.. blahs. gorgeous dude! *faints* alrights.. at cine.. there's scattered places of skl or rock so dint wnana watch. =\
so went to heeren to walk?! at movenrick tat ice cream thingy.. there's this girl in front of us like.. turnin back givin tat *omg look* so i'm like who is she lookin la.. glo tot she's like lookin at me n screamed n smiled at me?! plsss.. then.. down e escalator was this grp of nanyang girls.. n some ij girls screamin.. jumpin?!.. kaee then i bent down.. saw this guy's backview.. who is he?!!! *drum rolls* UTT!!! UTT!! haha so now we're e craze girls gettin so gaga bout him. =p hehs.. went back to level one.. haha u-turn.. he was with this fat girl n another girl whom su sae is e gurlfren cos both are like sharin ice cream.. he licked once n then e girl.. hmphfs! wanted to get my organiser.. pen.. he walked awae so fast!.. we were slow..=( his stupid frens la.. goin up to annex.. n u can hear everyone talkin bout it. omg!! he dont look tat hunkie as u see on tv.. giodarno ads.. but he still is to me!!! my my.. wahhas.. wht's wrong with me.. blah. anws, it's okae right? for girls to look at hunks *winks* =p~ these 2 guys nuff to make my dae..
meetin mizael n yixian earlier b4 work tmr.. gotta discuss e tee shirt biz thingy.. so called biz. hahas. yapps. promote to gyss. whee!!.. alrights.. it's blogreadin time.. hahas. managed to msg davina jie n like get her new blog.. at last! ;]
Friday, January 02, 2004
Thursday, January 01, 2004
woke up in time to watch stef sun concert. hahhas. i'm beginnin to like SHEN QI tat ah neh song of hers? lols.. n dancin n movin my head with it. lols.
played piano.. (:
kinda jus slacked e whole dae watchin tv.. managed to catch mtv sth awards.. christina aguilera performmin dirrty n fighter! wohh.. she can really shake her bons n sexxxie! ;p~ wahhas.
nth much todae.. slept n slept.. *oinks*
out with gurlfren tmr for job interviews.. miss her loads.. then meetin for cp ltr? cos she's got off or sth at 5.30pm..
now i'm feelin a lil sian bout it.. hais whteva la. whteva whteva~ don give a friggin shits bout it.
played piano.. (:
kinda jus slacked e whole dae watchin tv.. managed to catch mtv sth awards.. christina aguilera performmin dirrty n fighter! wohh.. she can really shake her bons n sexxxie! ;p~ wahhas.
nth much todae.. slept n slept.. *oinks*
out with gurlfren tmr for job interviews.. miss her loads.. then meetin for cp ltr? cos she's got off or sth at 5.30pm..
now i'm feelin a lil sian bout it.. hais whteva la. whteva whteva~ don give a friggin shits bout it.
happy new year!!! pull ur ear (x
happy 16th bdae to yixian!! hahas.. finally ure 16... ;)
mom's company chalet was so dam happenin.. tat's her part-time job's company. they're more of like youngsters there?! like btwn 18 - 25 mayb? gawdd. they booked e whole of blk R. crazy.. playin games n shoutin cheerin outside. tsk tsk.. well i'm like so darn shy to play wit em.. stayed in to look at this 3weeks old baby?!! hahas. x) when each grp of theirs have their meetin.. then i came out to bbq.. i can sae this loudly man.. i can bbq better than melvin.. yong tat.. liong yang. at least mine's a lil chao ta.. n cooked!.. e chicken they bbq-ed was half cook n half uncooked!!! wahas. but i was wae too hungry so ate em! =p saw tay ping hui dancin n singin?! jay's dragon tat song. omg... he look so rounded =x damns.. ayes ayes.. but his kungfu was gd alrights.. archar!! hahas..
e crowd at sentosa seem so quiet n dead. yawns.. smtimes it depends on e crowd to bring up e spirit of it too.
came home.. n realised i dint sign out my msn.. bro dint off e com too. hahas. stoopid me. well sorrie gurlfren... it was like "on" n i wasnt there.
oh well, smtimes one doesnt have to say it out loud tat oh I BELIEVE IN GOD! I PRAY TO HIM EVERYDAE!! hello.. when i pray to him do i need to do an annoucenment?! *roll eyes* lols that was jus a damn fuckin nick for goodness sick. yeayea wht u said was very unpleasant to my ears. when u said that i was thinkin bout u... isnt this how u treat ur frens?.. or wht i dont know. when u need em u go to em.. blah blah.. when u dont u chuck em aside.. then ltr go back to em. from wht i can see someone's so much happier with her church frens or wht?.. blah i dont know. dont give a damn now..
came home n saw a msg n i'm like how pek. dae was somewht spoilt.. but tried to keep my cool! wooss..
it's somehow or another diff pple meet god at diff times.. some mayb when they're in damn hell diffcult times or wht.. churches tat i've visited.. none tat i return e third time.. parents obligation. so?.. does it mean tat i dont pray to him or wht.. hahas. mayb peeps watch it kaee when i pray i'd tell all of ya! hah. like real~
hmmmx cp went to watch ju on 2 with jon?.. erica dint contact su le.. so might b watchin with su.. jus hope she wont scare me this time!.. gawdd e 2 of us only.. mann.. rmbr ju on we watch it with jon n his frens.. practically luffin thru e show. hahas.. it's okaee.. tat's e thrill! gonna meet su on fri for interviews.. gonna slp a lil earlier on thurs.. can call pple when for interview nxt week. gawdd. why isit that some pple that arent so hard up for money get jobs so easily unlike poor thingy like us?! =(( wht e NEW YEAR hurrs?!
for goodness sake! who noes how to blade?! i dont know how to can.. i'm alwaes rollin off or wht.. dam. borrowed aud's blade.. thanx gurl!! hehs.. kkaee shall learn to blade tmr.. n watch tv!!! wHee.. stef sun again!! tmr at 12pm!! woohoos.. thou it's repeated.. but her songs are nice.. begin to liek shen qi.. tat indian like song?.. hahas then i'd shake my head too.. ;] hahahs.. anws.. enjoy.. chi new yr is comin.. i so damn dont wanna go grandma's place on e reunion nite.. everyone in e family are like dyin off or wht.. prolly MY family wud b e only one stayin thru out. tat's like dam friggin bored!!! i prefer chu yi.. goin second uncle's place... wahhas. least get e feel of it again.. yawnnziee
happy 16th bdae to yixian!! hahas.. finally ure 16... ;)
mom's company chalet was so dam happenin.. tat's her part-time job's company. they're more of like youngsters there?! like btwn 18 - 25 mayb? gawdd. they booked e whole of blk R. crazy.. playin games n shoutin cheerin outside. tsk tsk.. well i'm like so darn shy to play wit em.. stayed in to look at this 3weeks old baby?!! hahas. x) when each grp of theirs have their meetin.. then i came out to bbq.. i can sae this loudly man.. i can bbq better than melvin.. yong tat.. liong yang. at least mine's a lil chao ta.. n cooked!.. e chicken they bbq-ed was half cook n half uncooked!!! wahas. but i was wae too hungry so ate em! =p saw tay ping hui dancin n singin?! jay's dragon tat song. omg... he look so rounded =x damns.. ayes ayes.. but his kungfu was gd alrights.. archar!! hahas..
e crowd at sentosa seem so quiet n dead. yawns.. smtimes it depends on e crowd to bring up e spirit of it too.
came home.. n realised i dint sign out my msn.. bro dint off e com too. hahas. stoopid me. well sorrie gurlfren... it was like "on" n i wasnt there.
oh well, smtimes one doesnt have to say it out loud tat oh I BELIEVE IN GOD! I PRAY TO HIM EVERYDAE!! hello.. when i pray to him do i need to do an annoucenment?! *roll eyes* lols that was jus a damn fuckin nick for goodness sick. yeayea wht u said was very unpleasant to my ears. when u said that i was thinkin bout u... isnt this how u treat ur frens?.. or wht i dont know. when u need em u go to em.. blah blah.. when u dont u chuck em aside.. then ltr go back to em. from wht i can see someone's so much happier with her church frens or wht?.. blah i dont know. dont give a damn now..
came home n saw a msg n i'm like how pek. dae was somewht spoilt.. but tried to keep my cool! wooss..
it's somehow or another diff pple meet god at diff times.. some mayb when they're in damn hell diffcult times or wht.. churches tat i've visited.. none tat i return e third time.. parents obligation. so?.. does it mean tat i dont pray to him or wht.. hahas. mayb peeps watch it kaee when i pray i'd tell all of ya! hah. like real~
hmmmx cp went to watch ju on 2 with jon?.. erica dint contact su le.. so might b watchin with su.. jus hope she wont scare me this time!.. gawdd e 2 of us only.. mann.. rmbr ju on we watch it with jon n his frens.. practically luffin thru e show. hahas.. it's okaee.. tat's e thrill! gonna meet su on fri for interviews.. gonna slp a lil earlier on thurs.. can call pple when for interview nxt week. gawdd. why isit that some pple that arent so hard up for money get jobs so easily unlike poor thingy like us?! =(( wht e NEW YEAR hurrs?!
for goodness sake! who noes how to blade?! i dont know how to can.. i'm alwaes rollin off or wht.. dam. borrowed aud's blade.. thanx gurl!! hehs.. kkaee shall learn to blade tmr.. n watch tv!!! wHee.. stef sun again!! tmr at 12pm!! woohoos.. thou it's repeated.. but her songs are nice.. begin to liek shen qi.. tat indian like song?.. hahas then i'd shake my head too.. ;] hahahs.. anws.. enjoy.. chi new yr is comin.. i so damn dont wanna go grandma's place on e reunion nite.. everyone in e family are like dyin off or wht.. prolly MY family wud b e only one stayin thru out. tat's like dam friggin bored!!! i prefer chu yi.. goin second uncle's place... wahhas. least get e feel of it again.. yawnnziee